If I think before doing things I make trouble. I freeze.
If I do not think about other casinos. I regret it. If I
I let go I feel guilty.
If I do not let me go anguish.
and well, but then fuck you.
continue to haunt two sentences: the first, Achiman, says, "This thing that almost never was, and still we try" and the second, I do not know who "The people live life as if he had a second chance, as if this life was the test for another life, a life ultimately. But this is not a test, this is the definitive life. We live once. "
("If not later, when?" Achiman, again. I have destroyed my life.)
Here, and here, pining in fear of becoming a memory, an anecdote or, in short, a memory. The exaggerated fear to open myself a little 'and live longer.
Luca, fuck off.
Luke, go fuck yourself.
Luke, if you happen to die.
Luke, if you're gonna get killed.
Right now, at this moment so clearly, I see how my life has been ruined for you, as you are able to spit on year, or nearly so, of friendship in one simple moment.
And do not you ever give a shit, you know? Do not you ever thrown anything bad shit that you are nothing. Ugly bitch.
Holy shit.
If I think I wasted the time to feel bad for you, to feel guilty, a. .. God, if you are stupid.
Perhaps Bright Lights was a tattoo too early, maybe I'm still going through that tunnel.
Maybe it's time to really commit myself to get out.
I just hope the sky (and perhaps a bit 'him) to help me.
I trust you.
Oh God, I really trust you.
