blinding your fingers with my skin That burns for you.
I thought of what might be called 'the Parable of Philip & Me', which has occupied most of the months of my senior year of high school. looking at old photos and remembering the moments of dish, I thought it was incredible to be back friends as before, we have found the perfect balance (I am teasing him, he says some nonsense). is something that you could not recreate, but we did so naturally there are not even notice - so, not as if nothing had happened, but again we . I remember the past months not knowing whether to declare, indecision words I died in my throat every time, the fake innocence with which we left on the couch watching tv embraced, my statement and I knelt on my bed I unfasten the buttons of his pajamas checkered blue and white of her mother. I remember the night of the dance, when I put all my hope, and the pain refused to see me one last time - my heart breaks, days before the exam is completely destroyed, and then healing. my first cigarette and deeper problems that are not resolved. yet to see me like that, alongside with him that evening that was so beautiful (as far as I can be nice) and so full of expectation and love, it does not hurt. I am an incredible tenderness. indeed, for once, I have no regrets. in retrospect, I also understand that as I had been told not to ever fall in love without being reciprocated, what I felt for Philip was really something like unconditional love. then, you know, my relationship with similar ratings and it is very complicated.
I started college (PAPPARAPAAAA '). and I like it. incredibly, I like it. is probably the excitement of a new situation and 'big' that has taken over, but I like it (apart from political science course that will cleverly skipped: D). I love my professor of contemporary history, I love the pause-Cicchini between one and another, the silence in the classroom, the boys indie / alternative which is full of my right . about the same pole where there is the famous Philip who has found more by chance than anything else to do case law:)
but remain in the field of indie kids, what to say. I took a sensational cooked for the youngest boy (a friend of my brother) and I really like: my indie boy . We must say that in addition to university students, this soggettino (1 , 2) SOMEWHAT like me - and another friend (indie) index & my boy brother. I spend afternoons with them more often, and I'm good - that boy in the arms of the index or on a lawn or a bed to rest soggettino-of-the-green pants with laughter.
MORAL: It is a fully new and I want to leave my hormones free to run for a while ', without complicating it all with the feelings (see above,' homely dish filippo '). it took me 40 very detailed and intricate lines to get to the point? think so.
tomorrow and I only have two lessons: D
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Sample Letter For Completion Of Community Service
lovelovelove ...
It's almost three in the morning, and I'm crying. Tiziano Ferro E
play like any child fuck.
I cry because I feel lonely, because all around me I see only ... love.
And I'm still standing here, wondering if I'll ever be able to love other people apart ... those I left behind.
And I'm sorry to jump up at times, but do not understand, I really do not understand, which is a reaction that comes like waves of the sea?
I flinch, I try to escape, and then overflows, it becomes the wave of hate unnecessary and repetitive as ...
because ...
deniable and denied the Curo
can I live the memories And I forget
me and I lose hope that when
only losing that much
You stay with me
these are the only words that can explain what happened between us.
If I said yes ... we would not still be here.
And I could not have what little I have.
I cling to the hope that the sun shines upon this fine and persistent rain, but water is loosening the grip ... the world crumbles and I'm still on the edge of that ravine. But now I know, I see it, and I'm terrified.
It's almost three in the morning, and I'm crying. Tiziano Ferro E
play like any child fuck.
I cry because I feel lonely, because all around me I see only ... love.
And I'm still standing here, wondering if I'll ever be able to love other people apart ... those I left behind.
And I'm sorry to jump up at times, but do not understand, I really do not understand, which is a reaction that comes like waves of the sea?
I flinch, I try to escape, and then overflows, it becomes the wave of hate unnecessary and repetitive as ...
because ...
deniable and denied the Curo
can I live the memories And I forget
me and I lose hope that when
only losing that much
You stay with me
these are the only words that can explain what happened between us.
If I said yes ... we would not still be here.
And I could not have what little I have.
I cling to the hope that the sun shines upon this fine and persistent rain, but water is loosening the grip ... the world crumbles and I'm still on the edge of that ravine. But now I know, I see it, and I'm terrified.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
How To Update My Ln735 Gps
Will Never Be A Mistake
Uh! How long I do not write on my lj!
L ' summer is over and has been brought away many
smiles and joy of companionship
but all laments the loss of a loved one.
Now we are running out for the exams, I hope all goes well .
Lately I have given to the graphics for my story on Criminal Minds adorable ^.
^ I leave you the link to that site is fantastic criminalmindsitalia.it where I posted the story .. between the text you will find all the banners. I hope you enjoy everything! = D
Will Never Be A Mistake
Uh! How long I do not write on my lj!
L ' summer is over and has been brought away many
smiles and joy of companionship
but all laments the loss of a loved one.
Now we are running out for the exams, I hope all goes well .
Lately I have given to the graphics for my story on Criminal Minds adorable ^.
^ I leave you the link to that site is fantastic criminalmindsitalia.it where I posted the story .. between the text you will find all the banners. I hope you enjoy everything! = D
Will Never Be A Mistake
Thursday, September 10, 2009
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the problem is when laws, instead of Charles Bukowski Chuck Bartowski.
is, in other words, the last week of summer. Mondays at 8 starting my career (ah-ah) university e. .. do not know, I'm facing with this mixture of fear, curiosity and impatience, and simple stress 'will spend a year doing things that I do not like'. the possibility of facing a whole new thing are so many that it is impossible to predict even the smallest thing. I have a test tomorrow and I already feel that I will overcome it. I did not open the book - but with Italian and also English and History (idiotic blunders aside) I do not need, let's face it with a little modesty. the real problem is logical. I have an IQ low because I did not manage sequences of numbers, figures, and that shit there. I put over an 8 after 2 - 4 - 6 can not do, and yet at the logic seems there are only sequences. Life is wonderful.
life is wonderful because I have a spectacular insight to interested boys wrong. one is too stupid to understand how you reply to a mail message on facebook - as long as you have not already seen him without answering, which is even worse - And too busy to shoot six or seven papers together in Amsterdam (see ) that nice though, he and Philip (yes, that Philip, are friends and I knew that) they brought me a t-shirt emily the strange!
other things, my boy indie beatles, probably hates me & can not stand me (my assumptions are all-bar-saw-mentally, the fact remains that things are not as they wish).
to console me by my failed love affairs - in addition to smoke too much - yesterday I made an expedition to ' ikea , profits: a frame triple donated to my parents with pictures that I have fished in the bottom of the attic of my aunt;
one of those blue cushions to 1 € I have to decide how to decorate (I thought a tarepanda?) And a beautiful silky fitted sheet & pillowcase cyclamen - beautiful. the photo does not do anything for the true color-_-
a map of cotton that I really think I'll call giulia in honor of
FEDRE (and will become the / spouse / or inouez XD);
a bit 'of chips ikea to please my brothers (even if you do not try, do it.)
a huge plastic container where all the clothes that will eventually scatter the room (they call 'transit station'), a total of 57 lapissini I cleverly took no more than 2-3 at a time. every time I go out I dall'ikea the bag filled with pencils, and I'm proud.
for the rest, I still eat too much. now most of the time it is impossible to hide even with people close to me. I do not know how to explain this thing in a post, so I give up.
and Sunday are the tubes marta on grass and I have a ride.
is, in other words, the last week of summer. Mondays at 8 starting my career (ah-ah) university e. .. do not know, I'm facing with this mixture of fear, curiosity and impatience, and simple stress 'will spend a year doing things that I do not like'. the possibility of facing a whole new thing are so many that it is impossible to predict even the smallest thing. I have a test tomorrow and I already feel that I will overcome it. I did not open the book - but with Italian and also English and History (idiotic blunders aside) I do not need, let's face it with a little modesty. the real problem is logical. I have an IQ low because I did not manage sequences of numbers, figures, and that shit there. I put over an 8 after 2 - 4 - 6 can not do, and yet at the logic seems there are only sequences. Life is wonderful.
life is wonderful because I have a spectacular insight to interested boys wrong. one is too stupid to understand how you reply to a mail message on facebook - as long as you have not already seen him without answering, which is even worse - And too busy to shoot six or seven papers together in Amsterdam (see ) that nice though, he and Philip (yes, that Philip, are friends and I knew that) they brought me a t-shirt emily the strange!
other things, my boy indie beatles, probably hates me & can not stand me (my assumptions are all-bar-saw-mentally, the fact remains that things are not as they wish).
to console me by my failed love affairs - in addition to smoke too much - yesterday I made an expedition to ' ikea , profits: a frame triple donated to my parents with pictures that I have fished in the bottom of the attic of my aunt;
one of those blue cushions to 1 € I have to decide how to decorate (I thought a tarepanda?) And a beautiful silky fitted sheet & pillowcase cyclamen - beautiful. the photo does not do anything for the true color-_-
a map of cotton that I really think I'll call giulia in honor of
a bit 'of chips ikea to please my brothers (even if you do not try, do it.)
a huge plastic container where all the clothes that will eventually scatter the room (they call 'transit station'), a total of 57 lapissini I cleverly took no more than 2-3 at a time. every time I go out I dall'ikea the bag filled with pencils, and I'm proud.
for the rest, I still eat too much. now most of the time it is impossible to hide even with people close to me. I do not know how to explain this thing in a post, so I give up.
and Sunday are the tubes marta on grass and I have a ride.
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